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Dear Sean Patrick Flanery,

What possessed you to get a facelift? Did you really think you looked that bad? Were we not reassuring enough with our countless " i love you"'s and marriage proposals? Well thank you thank-you for ruining BDS II for me. Honestly, I could barely look at you, your face DIDN'T MOVE when you laughed or smiled! Didn't your mother ever tell you not to mess with perfection? This is why I don't like cosmetic surgery, because every now and then a tragedy like this occurs. Someone tells you that you have a little wrinkle when you smile and you run off to get it fixed; even pugs have wrinkles for a reason. There goes my fantasies of Connor McManus, all I can picture now is a bloated, board-like profile. People said you should sue, well if I came out looking like that I would too! I have always said I will age gracefully, and now I will definitely keep that promise. I was however OVERJOYED by the ending to BDS II ... I love me some Willem Dafoe. 

Corey Haim dies, and Sean Patrick Flanery gets a facelift, what a sad, fucked up world.

RIP Corey HAIM ... I love Lucas forever.
It's been years since I created my Live Journal account. I was in desperate need of a new Live Journal identity, my old one doesn't fit the new me.  I have since grown up, wizen-up and gotten married to a wonderful man. Intellectually I am  not at all where I want to be.  I'm smart, I know I'm smart. I just don't have the drive to finish college and get a job. I could give many reasons why I don't have the drive to do anything professional with my life, but that wouldn't really get me anywhere.  Even if I went to college and paid thousands of dollars, I don't know what I would do. The way I see it, by the time I actually had a degree and could go to work in at  a good paying job we would be starting a family and I would have to juggle work and family and that wouldn't be fair to myself or my children. I don't know what God has planned for me but I wish He would give me a sign because I don't know where to go from here except Oklahoma.